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Melanie Miller's avatar

"What if what is isn't what is, but is what isn't?" - a sentence only Jonathan Byrd - or Dr. Seuss - could have written. You inspire, provoke and educate, my friend. It is such a lovely gift you give.

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Jonathan Byrd's avatar

Thank you Melanie. This sentence is an example of writing aloud. I explain the idea out loud to an imaginary listener and listen for music in the words. I’d probably never type something like this without hearing it first.

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Dee Rambeau's avatar

Churchill said it. Rodney Atkins sang it: “If you're goin' through hell keep on going

Don't slow down if you're scared don't show it

You might get out before the devil even knows you're there.”

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Will Boucher's avatar

"...I turned my whole life inside-out and upside-down. I walked away from mastery and started over as an apprentice." This is beautiful Jonathan! After doing an intense undergrad at Berklee College of Music, I too jumped into the deep end of graduate school and felt the same darkness and inferiority. Thank you for sharing your journey as you navigate the upside-downness of change.

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Jonathan Byrd's avatar

Thank you, Will. May we never be the smartest person in the room! Happy New Year.

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Will Boucher's avatar

Indeed! Cheers to maintaining a healthy degree of confusion! Happy New Year!

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Reena Kapoor's avatar

That was spectacular! Such a beautiful exploration of the dark that we all must battle at some point or another. I’ve made the opposite journey from a fruitful tech career to full time writing for which I have no training except life - only because if not now, when? - and there are definitely days when the darkness threatens... This gave me some answers. Thank you for writing it!

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Jonathan Byrd's avatar

Thank you Reena! I’m pleased to meet you and delighted by your short fiction.

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Reena Kapoor's avatar

Thanks so much Jonathan for your kind words. 🙏

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Julie Dean's avatar

Beautiful Jonathan! This resonates in my bones... 💙

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Jonathan Byrd's avatar

The way your voice resonates in ours! Happy holidays, Julie.

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Leslie Evers's avatar

Insightful, informative and kind to your own sweet self.

Thank you.

-Leslie

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Jonathan Byrd's avatar

Happy holidays, Leslie.

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mollie luna's avatar

The first time I saw you, you were standing in the middle of the room at May Memorial. It was October and you were wearing a suit and a straw hat, and carrying a guitar. That was a LONG time ago. Your changing self comes as no surprise and I watch with admiration as you plumb those depths and the darkness you talk about here.

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Jonathan Byrd's avatar

Thank you Mollie.

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Richard Shindell's avatar

This beautiful and inspiring. Thank you. Have you seen Nostalgia for the Light?

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Jonathan Byrd's avatar

Thank you Richard. I haven’t seen Nostalgia for the Light. It looks amazing, and I will definitely watch it. Thanks for the recommendation.

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